3.21.2011

Drugs

The Advil they call drowsiness
Morphs into Vicodin they call sleep
It all “lasts 8 hours” but nothing kills
The pain deep inside, within me.

I can’t believe the way that she
Decides to run my life
Drivin’ me crazy
And yet
She’s the only thing keeping me
From pulling that wheel
Runnin’ off the road
To disaster

The Advil they call drowsiness
Morphs into Vicodin they call sleep
It all “lasts 8 hours” but nothing kills
The pain deep inside, within me.

My parents warned me of
The dangers:
Booze and drugs
Rock and sex
My conscience is hardly keeping me
From downin’ that bottle
Shootin’ up ice
Headed down that alley
To disaster

The Advil they call drowsiness
Morphs into Vicodin they call sleep
It all “lasts 8 hours” but nothing kills
The pain deep inside, within me.


Author's Statement: The author in no way, shape, or form advocates drug use except when prescribed by a medical doctor or taken according to directions. Depression, bipolar disorder, addiction and other mental health issues are extremely serious. If you suspect you suffer from any of these afflictions, please see you medical health professional as soon as possible.

Posted 3-21-11. Original date of authorship unknown.

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3.20.2011

Right or Wrong?

Who decides right and wrong? According to Business Law 060, ethics can be based on a number of ethical theories. There are theories that say that whatever is best for society is ethical, but there are other theories, primarily ethical relativism, that say that whatever you decide is ethical is right. Who decides which theory everyone else should follow? Why should I be worried about anyone else? What’s to keep me from stealing money or cars or anything else in order to benefit myself? That’s perfectly moral according to ethical relativism.

On top of these questions, what does it mean to be ethical? If you behave in a “moral” manner, does that make you better than the guy down the street who sells meth to kids? Again, it comes back to whose right it is to judge. From a religious standpoint, there are some very clear rules stated in each religion as to what is or is not moral, but there are quite a few gray areas too. Take driving, for example. A few nights ago, I was late getting home. I was driving along in a hurry when I came to a stoplight. The light was red, but there was nobody else around, not even cops. Would I be acting unethically if I blew that red light, even I was not putting anyone in danger? Many people would say that I broke the law, therefore blowing the light is wrong. Now say I had someone who was dying in the backseat of my car. If I blow through the red light, they live, if I stop, they die. Is it still wrong to blow that red light? Yes, because I broke the law. But then didn’t I just save someone’s life? Or, if I stop, didn’t I obey the law, but kill someone?

Maybe morality is based on a points system. To blow the red light simply to get home faster is -1 point for breaking the law. To ignore it to save someone, or stopping and having them die would then be a total of 0 points; +1 for stopping or saving someone, and -1 for ignoring the light or letting the person die. Even religion cannot completely explain this one. You would have to imagine 99% of religions would say that you have a duty to save that person, and yet those same religions would probably say that you must obey the laws of authority as well.

Another possibility is that morals are based on karma. Similar to the points system, you get good karma for doing good things and bad karma for doing bad things. However, it’s more of a weighted points system, where saving a life would give you more good karma than running a red light would give you bad karma.

I don’t really care what you believe about right and wrong, morality and ethics. I simply pose this little problem to you in order to get you thinking. And through this thinking and these questions, I actually would like you to answer one question for me. It seems simple, but clearly there is no “simple” in morality. My question is this: after reading this and thinking about right and wrong, who the hell are you to judge what I do or what I have done in my past or what I will do in my future? My belief is that there are exactly two people who can and will judge me: myself and God. You may or may not like what I do with my life, and you have every right to tell me that, but before you judge my character based on isolated instances, remember that you have no idea what I’ve been through in life or what has shaped me up to this point. There’s a reason I do what I do, a method to the madness. You can get sneak peeks into that through my writing and spending time with me, but don’t EVER presume to know me enough to make a judgment on me or my character.


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3.19.2011

What's A Degree?

What is a college degree? Is it really important in the grand scheme of life? Or is it just a piece of paper that you pay thousands of dollars for and hang on your wall? Obviously, there are some careers that require certain degrees or certifications such as doctors, lawyers, CPAs, teachers, engineers, and the like. But is that business, graphic design, or journalism degree really necessary? How much do you learn in those classes that you can’t learn in job training or a quick Google search? Professors talk about the need to know the history of the profession or concepts in order to know why things work. However, when you get into your career field, you’ll find that the history of the profession is often useless; sure, it got the field to where it is, but you want to help move the industry forward, not back. Similarly, you will probably need the concepts, but you will rarely need to know who or how the concepts were discovered, you just need to know how to apply them; again, something that often comes in job training.

Take, for example my roommate, friend, and occasional inspiration, Jeffrey Hirsch. Recently, Jeff went to Nashville, Tennessee for a country music convention in order to meet people from the industry and learn more about the record label side of the business. This trip was completely unrelated to school and he had to miss a week of classes in order to attend. During this trip, he met many people in the record label and music business and, through conversation and seeing the industry in action, he learned straight from the source how different aspects of marketing and advertising worked together, how certain things could then lead to the need for public relations knowledge, and how all these things actually apply in the country music industry. Few of the people he talked to would have actually been able to tell him the name of the principles they were using, yet they are generally successful business people. In fact, Jeff found that he would meet people who were proud of the fact that they were successful with no education at all.

But education is so important! Yes, it is. But is it necessary? And how much are you really learning? You can go to class every day, get straight A’s, and I will still argue that you have not necessarily learned anything. Many students never actually learn the material presented in their classes, they simply stuff the information into their head long enough to spit it back out on a test. This is not learning. If I gave students a test made up of random test questions from classes they have taken and don’t give you time to “study,” which would actually just be stuffing as much information into your head as possible, I bet the majority of students would fail. Learning means knowing something so well you can recreate it, even years later. Memorization is simply storing information for a period of time. The problem is memory is faulty and you lose most things in memory if you do not regularly go over the information.

So what is a degree? A degree for the vast majority of people is a piece of paper that says “This person is very good at memorizing information for a short period of time, but they never actually learned anything.” I’ve told Jeff—and I truly believe this—that he has taught me more important and applicable concepts and ideas than any class in college. He’s taught me at least one way to make my money work for me instead of me working for my money. He’s also turned me on to a number of ideas and authors. As I read these books and listen to Mr. Hirsch, I find myself thinking more and more in terms of these concepts, applying them to my life when possible. This is true learning: discovering or hearing something and then applying it to life. This is exactly what a degree does not do. A degree is what Daniel Pink would call an “if-then” reward. These say, “if you do this, then you receive this.” Pink examines these rewards in much more depth in his book Drive: the Surprising Truth about What Motivates Us, but what you need to know is that “if-then” rewards actually decrease the target behavior, which would be actual learning in a college setting. Students are told that if they meet the requirements for GPA, credit hours, etc., then they will receive their degree. This encourages students to do anything they can simply to meet the requirements given them. They no longer have any incentive to learn for the sake of learning; they want to “learn” in order to get a piece of paper that supposedly opens all kinds of doors. Students are suddenly not opposed to taking shortcuts because they are only working toward that piece of paper instead of working toward mastery of a particular subject. When working toward mastery, taking shortcuts only hurts the individual student. But when a student is working toward a degree, shortcuts are simply the means to an end.

This is the problem with our college-driven society. In other countries and cultures, many people attend universities simply for the sake of learning. A degree is not needed in many countries because most people just take over the family business. In the United States, however, our society is obsessed with college degrees and higher learning, which actually causes an inflation in the value of a college degree. 30 years ago, you didn’t need a college degree to get a job in most places. 10 years ago, people started realizing they needed to get a bachelor’s degree to get a job, regardless of what the degree was in. Today, even bachelor’s degrees aren’t enough in some cases. Why the sudden need for higher degrees? Has the nature of jobs today really changed that much? You could argue that either way, but the majority of change has gone from mechanical work with constant rules and laws into a more fluid, creative sector that higher education simply cannot teach.

The most important knowledge you can have is in common sense and financial literacy if you wish to be successful in today’s world. You don’t need a college degree to know how to buy houses and rent them out, or to invest in stable stocks and ride them out for 20 or 30 years as they grow. Some of the most successful people in the world have no college degree, they simply had a great idea at the right time and jumped into it, refusing to fail because if they did, they would have nothing. Mark Zuckerberg, Bill Gates, Warren Buffet, and many others have either no college education or they dropped out well before receiving their degrees, and yet they are either on the cutting edge of today’s technology and communications or the richest people in the world…or both. Success does not hinge on your education. Success is made up of common sense, smart financial planning, smart investments, and just a tiny bit of luck.

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3.01.2011

The Pick

It seems small and insignificant sitting on my desk. Most people wouldn’t even notice it unless they looked closely. There are all kinds of little trinkets and items on my desk; this is no different from the others, and yet it is. They say it’s the little things that count, the simple things that make us appreciate life. In order for that to be true, you have to notice the little things before they can mean anything. To any other person, this tiny, guitar pick means absolutely nothing. It could be one of hundreds that I keep, being a guitar player. But they don’t see the true significance of this particular pick. This pick is the catalyst for my love of guitar.

It’s a fairly thick pick, made for playing bass guitar, but still thin compared to a “typical” bass pick. It creates as pure and warm of a sound as possible without using the fingering method, the way bass guitars were meant to be played. That thin line it walks between purely human playing and manufactured plastic sound is a constant reminder of that line I must walk between the different facets of my life: friend, family, professional, student. I’m always treading this line, blurring the different identities, trying to show people the “me” I want them to see, but never fully able to keep them from seeing pieces of my other identities as well.

The pick’s overall color is a pure white, flawless. On one side, it’s marked with the word “HURT,” an obscure band with a rabid fan base. That purity a reminder of what I am striving for, pure, flawless playing. Always working toward mastery, that untouchable intangible, the chance to someday be able to play any song I wish, and to play it for a rabid fan base. That “HURT,” that obscure band with the most loyal of all fans, prompting me to remain true to the purity of playing for the love of guitar, not for money or fame. If I ever get the chance to play for a crowd, I’ll play with that pick on a chain around my neck, that constant physical reminder to go out, have fun, and then thank that audience with a personal meet-and-greet, a personal handshake or hug and a heartfelt “Thanks” for the support of this pure musical and soulful experience. And I wait for that day when a teenager, around 16 or 17 years old, comes up to me, awestruck, showing me the pick I tossed into the crowd, I make sure to show him that tiny, insignificant, near-invisible white pick that sits on my desk, now hanging around my neck, and I tell him my story and encourage him to go out, grab a guitar, and play for the love of playing.

3-1-2011
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