12.09.2009

Anguish

Anguish

You judge me but you don't know the half of it.
You claim to know me but you don't know even half of me
You say we're so close, best buds, real tight.
Then you get with your friends and tear me down with your mental might
God will judge at life's last breath
But you like to judge long before a person's death.
I don't understand how you can be so mean, so cruel.
After all, what did I ever do to you?
I just live my life, go through day by day
But you go out of your way to say
That you can't stand what I believe, what I feel strongly about.
You tear me down and rip my soul out.
You make me feel like shit whether you know it or not
But can you please stop?
It's all I've got.

(Gunshot, siren)

Dear god forgive them, they know not what they've done.
Please forgive them
For your one and only son
has died for their sins,
They need not die,
I'll keep an eye on them from up here in the sky.
And maybe someday they'll realize that it really was their fault,
My life's demise.
Until then, Lord, I'll watch over them with you in the sky,
hoping they die……hoping they die.

12/9/2009

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