1.09.2011

Goodbyes, School, Lucy, and Exhaustion

Hey everybody,

Sorry about the delayed post but the last few days have been pretty crazy. Sit tight, 'cause it's gonna be a long one.

On Friday night I worked my first ever winter shift and my first ever overnight at the my current job and it was quite an experience. I've never had to deal with ice, snow, and cold while working before, and I'm not used to working past midnight so working until 0400 was quite a stretch for me. I got through it alright, though, and hopefully I'll be able to pick up my tips in the next day or so.

Saturday kept me running. After I got home at 0430, I was up around 1100 so I could help out with "security" at a dance competition with Taylor. Worked there from around 1330-1700 which wasn't horrible, but based on the lack of sleep, I pretty much chugged three Mountain Dews just to stay awake when I got there. Of course, that leads to an upset stomach due to having no food in my system and therefore prolongs my day. As soon as I finished up at the invite, my family and I headed out to Applebees for dinner and then I headed over to Mike's house for a while...which brings me to my next point.

Goodbyes suck. Yesterday I had to, yet again, say goodbye to two good friends as they headed off to their respective colleges. It's not nearly as hard as that first time, but still not easy, especially considering I may not see them until summer, if then (Mike may or may not come back home). Again, this isn't really new, I've gone through it many times with many friends over the last three years, but it's still not a whole lot of fun.

Aaaand back-to-school time again. I knew it was coming, heard people talking about how they can't wait to get back....I'm not ready, so thank goodness I have a week left. In all honesty, if I had more free reign over my life at home, I would live here, or at least in this area, forever. I have no desire to go back to school to live with tons of people, sharing bathrooms, eating crappy food, walking everywhere in the cold, etc. I'd be much happier livin' at home, even if I had to work full-time. At least if I'm working, I'm making money and gaining experience. School is the place where I spend all my money and pretty much stagnate. Sure, I'm working towards a degree, but what does that degree get anyone in the long run? It's not the degree that matters, it's the experience, professionalism, and how you present yourself. So I'm sitting at a school 3 1/2 hours away from home, spending my money, and making no progress toward my career. Awesome. At least it gives me time to figure out my career options since I still haven't figured that one out.

A couple of projects I plan on working on this year: my music database and breaking a couple addictions/habits that I have. With the music database, my hope is to compile information for all artists in my iTunes library, all their albums, and all the songs on those albums. It's going to be a long, time-consuming process (I have 700+ artists), but I think I'll be happy with it in the end...if I ever reach the end. As far as habits and addictions, I'd rather not get too much into them, but one of the ones I'm going to work on hitting HARD is my procrastination and laziness when it comes to school. My brain can't deal with all the stress of doing all my homework the day of or the night before it's due. Wish me luck.

Finally, one project/plan: working out. I've been running quite a bit lately, and I have an Excel spreadsheet that's tracking all kinds of heart rates and miles and paces and how far I have to run to get to the moon and things. Starting today, I'm going to start posting my daily-monthly-yearly mile totals (in that format) at the bottom of the page, just so you all can see how I'm progressing, as well as another thing to hold me accountable to myself and my plan.

A note about my last post's note: This title is NOT made up purely of lyrics. Only "Lucy" is based on lyrics (F*** You Lucy, by Atmosphere), though I'm sure you could fine some decent songs if you Google the rest of the words too.

Thought of the Day: Money is great to have, especially when you work hard and have quite a bit in the bank. However, be careful because that money disappears QUICKLY when you're in college and paying for tuition and books and things. I'm finding this out yet again...thankfully, I had a little more saved up this year due to a better summer.

As Always,
Iacobus

Miles: 0-11-11

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1.07.2011

How Long Will I Be Picking Up The Pieces?

Bonjour!

Seems like so much has happened in the last day or two, and yet I feel like I have nothing to write! That means this is going to be kind of list-y.

So yesterday...Friday. Woke up in a terrible mood which lasted all day, went to Lifetime and ran 5 miles, sat around at home for hours and hours, went and played some hockey from 8ish-10:30ish, then headed over to T's house to watch Biodome.

Lifetime: Running that distance put me in an alright mood but it apparently didn't last long once I got home. Also, stay away from the $6 smoothies...they're good, but $6???

Sitting at home: I love my quiet time...I could easily spend an entire day by myself and be perfectly happy. The problem is, I need it to be an ENTIRE day by myself or a day mostly with people. I can't do a mix...it just irritates me. I think that was part of my bad mood...I got some time to myself, then had to interact with my mom, then more time to myself, then interact with my whole family, more time to myself, time with friends...my mind doesn't like all that change, I think. Who knows though? Could've been a fluke for as much as I understand my own brain.

Hockey: Pretty good time...not so much fun with a nasty blister though. I got sick of the constant pain fairly early and spent a good amount of the time standing around talking to a couple friends. Did some self- and past-evaluative thinking/conversing...living without regrets is TOUGH. (see Thought of the Day)

Biodome: I had never seen the movie, but I gotta admit, it was pretty dang good. I don't think I enjoyed it as much as I could've because I had other things running through my head (such as deciding whether or not I should take the 8pm-4am shift, Fri-Sat [which I did, stupidly]), but from what I paid attention to, highly enjoyable and recommended for anyone who likes dumb humor.

Thought of the Day: If you're a fairly shy, quiet guy like me, go for that girl anyway. In many cases that I've seen in the past, if you're anything like me, you'll treat her just as well or better than the loud, outgoing guy and then you end up happy as well.

-Jake

Ps. If you haven't noticed in the few posts I've made so far, all the post titles are song lyrics...Google 'em. You might find something new! :)

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1.05.2011

I Could Be Mean...I Could Be Angry...

Early post tonight...just wanted to mention how amazing it is that some cancelled plans I hadn't even remembered until this afternoon and a little time around my family can put me in an absolutely terrible mood.

Nothing else to mention though...today was exactly how I thought it would. See y'all late tomorrow night or Friday morning.

-J

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